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  • I Don’t Need ID

    I Don’t Need ID

    Hello shopkeeper. I’d like to buy this 18 game
    It will be great to enjoy after my hard job at the end of the day
    I’ve just been at the pub to volunteer
    Do you like my new Rosie and Jim tattoo I’ve had for years?

    I don’t need ID,
    I know the code,
    453470

    My Legoland driving license will have to do,
    I should have words with my lawyer about you

    Take a look outside your see my car over there in the distance very, very far
    My Dad’s with me but he has a growing disease
    and looks like he is in his teens

    If you want shopkeepermate we can take this outside!
    Just bring the game in a bag to hide

    What if I was to tell you I’ve got 6 months to live?
    That’s not even enough time to get past the tutorial bit

    Please let me buy it – I’ll be your best friend
    Cross my heart and hope to die till the bitter end

    Looks like I’ll have to take my business elsewhere,
    I was going to invite you to my birthday party
    But sorry life’s not fair

    I’ll just go to a shop up the street
    Get some fags and booze instead
    Where I don’t need ID

  • I Know?

    I Know?

    I know about the scar on the middle of your knee
    I know sometimes you’re shy, but can be the life and soul of the party
    I know about Jane and John
    I know about the instrument you put down and didn’t carry on
    I know there’s a silver car outside in your street
    I know you have a desire to be accepted by the people you meet
    I know you had a great change around the age of 12
    I know about the secrets you never tell

    I know you’ve lived at a house with a number 2
    Or maybe it was next-door
    It’s hard at the moment for the spirits to come through
    Or maybe the house opposite in the road?
    Anyway, you try to not complain or moan

    But I know you will make a new friend
    I know you will come into money to spend
    This is a beginning of a new journey with another at an end
    One thing for certain is that you’ll be back again.

  • The Silent Man

    The Silent Man

    The silent man came to me today
    Said he had a lot to say
    Said he would only speak to me
    He needed to speak urgently

    He already knew my name
    Knew what I was going to say
    Said that we are the same

    He’s got to tell me all he knows
    Said he knew every pole
    But didn’t know, which way to go

    He would make me feel so free
    He said that they had mentioned me

    He said,
    “Don’t listen to a word they say.
    Stick with me and you’ll be okay”
    Said they wouldn’t understand,
    With a raised voice from the Silent Man

    Now I see him everywhere
    Both of us in despair
    Said he couldn’t trust me now
    I must do
    What he will choose
    For the Silent Man.

  • Ghosts Don’t Haunt People, People Haunt Ghosts

    Ghosts Don’t Haunt People, People Haunt Ghosts

    I don’t believe in ghosts,
    Not the rattling of chains or the cold breath down my neck.
    But I’ve heard the floorboards groaning in the night,
    As if the if they carry the weight of those we won’t forget.

    I don’t believe in shadows,
    Stretching in long branches of darkness under my door.
    They pool like spilled ink between the cracks,
    Curling fingers scraping across the floor.

    I don’t believe in whispers,
    The brush of voices in the air that trace bodiless words against my ear.
    Empty silence filled with my own criticism,
    Broken sobs that linger even when no one stands near.

    I don’t believe in footsteps,
    Pausing when I pause, circling when I hide.
    I hold my breath, waiting for silence to return,
    But they slither along the edges, just beyond my side.

    I don’t believe in eyes,
    But they watch me from the corners of my room.
    The blinking light that crawls closer and closer,
    Scowls that twist and stretch toward impending doom.

    I don’t believe in the cold,
    Not the rippling chill that sends shivers up my spine.
    But it coils around me anyway, slithering beneath my blankets,
    Finding the places where warmth refuses to linger.

    I don’t believe in doors,
    Yet they creak open on their own, wake me from a restless sleep.
    And in the hollow halls that follow beyond, something lurks in wait,
    A hunger that stirs with secrets buried too deep.

  • The Shape of Sound

    The Shape of Sound

    Sound didn’t wait outside. It never does. It crashed in, uninvited. Unannounced. All-consuming in the narrow hallway, filling the space before I could embrace it.

    I heard it before I saw it, sharp echoes of boots on tile, the low murmur of someone talking too loud into a phone, the laugh that wasn’t meant for me but landed anyway.

    By the time I reached the room, Sound was already there. Sprawled across furniture, stretched out on the floorboards, tucked into every corner like it had always belonged. Moving constantly around me, a dance of focus darting between reality and paranoia. Rattled windowpanes. Clicking pens. Humming fans. It all tapped restless fingers against my skull.

    I couldn’t hear my own thoughts over it. Couldn’t remember what quiet was. Not when Sound buzzed in the light, whistled in the wind, purred from the fridge.

    Sound was clever like that. Knew how to mimic joy in the echo of safety. A song from a memory I didn’t ask for, pulling at threads I thought I’d knotted shut. The gentle coo of a mourning dove in the early morning. Static from a TV on the wrong channel.

    It wrapped itself around me, like the conversation at a party I didn’t want to attend, where every voice expects an answer and none of them pause to breathe.

    Sometimes Sound became the people I know. Not the real ones, but suggestions of them. My name called from another room. Footsteps on the stairs. A caught behind a closed door. Enough to make me turn my head. Enough to make me wonder if I was ever truly alone.

    I tried to shut it out. I tried to drown it out, tried to block Sound from my mind. I turned up the music, covered my ears, screamed until my throat was hoarse and lungs empty. But Sound just layered itself, noise upon noise, until every distraction had their own ghost.

    Because Sound is persistent. Sometimes it’s just a presence, a background character in the storyline of your life. The hiss of a steam in a café. The clatter of cutlery on ceramic. A phone buzzing on a table.

    But sometimes, Sound forgets to soften its edges, and the background becomes a roar you cannot escape.

    Photo courtesy of Dibakar Roy

  • The Anatomy of Silence

    The Anatomy of Silence

    Silence arrived quickly, like it had nowhere else to be but in this small room where I sat alone. It arrived without notice, no announcing of its presence, no demand for attention. Just a presence that settled next to me, heavy as a woollen cloak draped over my shoulders, a pressing weight, soft and unyielding.

    At first I tried to ignore it, turning from the absence of sound and pretending it was nothing more than empty air, a stranger in an empty room. But silence wasn’t empty. It leaned closer, a watcher to my thoughts, a waiting breath I couldn’t exhale.

    It didn’t speak, just sat. Listening. Lurking. Looming. Undeniable with each rasp against my neck. Impossible to truly forget.

    I wanted to break it, shatter the quiet with noise or words. I tried shouting into the emptiness, filling the space with music, laughter, anything but this heavy, dragging quiet. Silence always came back. Stepping into the room when each sound faded away, returning to that open seat beside me.

    So I turned.

    It didn’t flinch. Didn’t shift. It held its ground, staring knowingly through my hesitation. A breath on my neck daring me to speak. But I didn’t, words tangled in my throat, swallowed by the consuming weight.

    Instead, I reached out, fingers brushing the shape, cool and still, like the calm before a storm. Silence didn’t pull away. It settled deeper, folding around me like a secret that had waited too long to be told, soft as dust, yet heavy as the weight I’d carried all along.

    And it was only then I realised Silence wasn’t empty at all. It was the quiet language of everything I couldn’t say.

  • A Dog’s Life

    A Dog’s Life

    To me you’re just a chapter,
    A season written in pawprints and fur.
    A handful of years folded softly between heartbreaks,
    A quiet echo of love that will always endure.

    Your character will come to an end,
    Pages turned from the start to the blur.
    Stories unfold and new chapters begin,
    But for you, I am all that you were.

    I am the voice that wakes you from your dreams,
    The steady rhythm beneath your paws.
    The warmth in every lunchtime nap,
    The quiet comfort in the world’s small flaws.

    While my life spins onwards, far and wide,
    A thousand stories yet to be told.
    You live in each moment, unchanging and still,
    Where my love is the only world you hold.

    No other voices call you home,
    No other touch as soft or sure.
    In every glance, a silent promise,
    That here, with me, you are secure.

    So when my chapters twist and change,
    And I am lost in dreams anew,
    Remember, in your world of now,
    My whole book lives within you.

  • The Weight of Words

    The Weight of Words

    Once there was a garden, hidden deep within a quiet heart. It grew a tapestry of blossoms that whispered colours only the soul could see. Blushing roses beneath the gentle caress of moonlight, porcelain lilies brimming with dreams, ivy curling around ancient stone like the fingers of time. The air was a perfumed breath of lavender and the wind hummed lullabies through dancing leaves.

    But soft words were the sunlight, warm and tender, nurturing quiet grace. They reached into the darkest corners, coaxing life from shadows where silence once held sway. In this garden, every whispered hope was a fragile bud, and every sigh a gentle rain that fell softly to the earth below.

    Each flower a seed that fell from unseen hands, words scattered like whispered promises in a forgotten language. Petals bloomed in the hush between breaths, woven from the threads of laughter, sorrows and dreams across time. Vines were sentences of gentle insistence, binding stories together and shielding cracks of broken vows.

    Over time, the garden changed. Roots became tangled regrets, and the rose’s thorns wept from memories too sharp to forget. Brambles crept quietly with silent intent, born from doubt and fractured truths, choking the light.

    Once delicate paths grew narrow, overgrown with weeds that spoke in brittle tongue and bitterness. And the ivy, once a gentle protector, tightened its hold, cracking stones with the strain of untold stories.

    Sweet air turned thick, suffocating on longing and loss. And the harmonic wind of lullabies turned to a rustle, like pages torn from a book no one dared to finish.

    Yet still, the garden listened. Waiting beneath the weight of words, every echo that clung to leaves like morning due. There was tenderness to the ruin, as if even the sorrow had roots, and the grief too could flower.

    All it took was a single word, spoken with care. Not to erase the thorns, or chase away the vines. But in that hush, a bud trembled, quivering in the quiet as if weighing the silence that followed, unsure if this word, too, might bruise.

    But it stayed. And in its stillness, the garden shifted. A breath returning after a long-held headache.

    There was no undoing the overgrowth, no erasing stories etched in bark and thorn. But the word, just one, was a key, not a cure. It opened a path, narrow, tender and true.

    The heart, that quiet soil from which all things rose, learned again how to hold without hurting, how to speak without scarring. Not because the weight of words vanished, but because finally they carried with care. All it took was a single word carried gently enough to let something begin again.

  • The Storm’s Dance

    The Storm’s Dance

    Through midnight air, she danced,
    A fleeting shadow, wild and free.
    Each step she took a whisper through night,
    A song of storm and mystery.

    Beneath the moon she twirled and spun,
    A beauty in waltz and wail.
    Her turns sent forth electric flames,
    Carving paths beyond the gale.

    A beckon towards the lighting,
    Tracing steps across the sky.
    Her breath thunder, soft yet near,
    A roaring lover’s sigh.

    She danced through the chaos,
    Power raw and thought divine.
    Fury calm, but never soothed,
    Her motions clear, both sharp and fine.

    Waves bowed to her command,
    A pulse across the sea.
    With graceful fury in her hand,
    A tempest born in melody.

    So, if you see her dancing,
    Wings in whispered flight.
    Know each drop of rain’s a note in song,
    A warning veiled in purest light.

  • If I Were Made of Paper

    If I Were Made of Paper

    If I were made of paper,
    I’d ripple like waves in the sea.
    My edges as sharp as secrets,
    Folding tight with mystery.

    I’d whistle through each chapter,
    Lines etched by age and time.
    Some worn with blurred impressions,
    Some set in steady rhyme.

    If I were made of paper,
    I’d fold into passing dreams.
    A swan, a crane, a frog, a plane,
    Or a boat down silver streams.

    Each crease a breath, a quiet song,
    Tracing paths of moments seen.
    Lines that stretch so far and long,
    Holding the places I have been.

    I may be crinkled, I may torn,
    And lost my pure white glow.
    My stains are what the world might see,
    But they’re the marks that help me grow.

    If I were made of paper,
    Maybe then you’d see.
    I’m far from perfect, far from clean,
    But every flaw belongs to me.