Judge me?

I entered again and did not hear
Not even a whisper not even a cheer

You didn’t read it properly
Read it again
You don’t know on what this depends

My prize is the silence
My mind the thing that shook.
Take away the fans and all that’s left is the looks

You don’t understand what’s it’s like to be me
I will show you and you will see

When I’m gone you’ll see my fame
But you dashed it away, again and again

A light in my life slowly going dim
You could have saved me but you put me in the bin

So read my last entry and let it sink in
Because that is the one that will always win